Jared Guest kept a cigarette behind his right ear;
it blended into his greasy, blond hair, ready to be lit upon stepping
outside. They carried the aroma of stale
smoke in their hair and on their breath.
Bits of loose tobacco disappeared into crevices at the bottom of
bag-lady bags and pockets of jeans. Guys
carried matches taken from Quiktrip, even though for every lost Bic lighter a
replacement could be found on the studio’s cold cement floor, or in between
wooden planks that composed the deck outside the building. Some would just wander around holding a
cigarette between loose lips, allowing it to lightly bounce with each step as
they searched for someone with a light.
They
carried sketchbooks. Blake scribbled in
a small Moleskin, whose unruly, crinkled pages were bound with an elastic
band. It bulged out of his back pocket
like the wallet of a wealthy man headed for the strip club. He carried a pipe and sack of weed. During the time he wore a cast on a broken
arm he was arrested for vandalizing the brick façade of an abandoned building
and thrown into the back of a paddy wagon.
He managed to stuff his pipe and pot up into his cast. In his communal cell he used his long, yellow
fingernails to carve drawings into Styrofoam cups and was released the next day
free of charges.
Most
of the girls kept their sketchbooks in large, canvas bags that hung just below
their asses from long straps resting across their chests. The bags swung as they walked, ricocheting
off the girls’ thighs. Cary Howard
carried an authentic leather purse, which was a great deal smaller than the
other canvas sacs and featured Betty Boop in a magenta rhinestone bikini on the
front. She tried to fit too much in it,
and it was always overflowing like the large breasts she tried to fit into
strapless halter tops. They only
size-appropriate items she carried in her purse were miniature Ziploc bags of
cocaine that had little Superman “S”s on them.
She hid the square inch bags in a built-in pocket she’d made
herself. She carried a plastic Hello
Kitty case that made a sharp click every time she opened or shut it behind the
walls of a bathroom stall. Inside the
pink box she kept an array of short straws that had been but at an angle at one
end and whose interiors were caked with powdery residue.
Sammie
always had deodorant and a toothbrush buried under books and stray papers. Every morning, a half an hour into class,
she’d pull a stick of deodorant out of her bag and reach inside her shirt to
apply it. They were unkempt. The cup holder in Sammie’s junky Toyota was
sticky like a child’s hand and invariably held a half-empty 16oz Miller
Highlife. In the Fall, the cans adopted
a camouflage design in lieu of hunting season and could be found crushed and
discarded on her dashboard well into February.
Their
disturbing demeanors were made accessible by their own hand. Keeley Brown carried a Vitamin Water bottle
containing white zinfandel Franzia.
Multiple times a day she dashed back to her dorm room to replenish her
supply. In the beginning she would fill
the plastic bottle with cheap merlot, but as purple stains on her teeth and
lips became a permanent fixture she opted for a blush. From time to time, she carried EPT Pregnancy
Tests in her bag. Whenever she’d go over
a month without a period, she’d excuse herself and take the test in the nearest
bathroom. Location didn’t matter to her;
once she took a pregnancy test in an airplane bathroom while traveling home for
Christmas Break.
When
they spoke, their tone was sophomoric and presumptuous. Their awkward faces made people
uncomfortable. They had twisted noses
and unnatural smiles. Acne scars from
adolescence looked like fresh bruises against their pale skin. Tattoos of astrological signs and asinine
quotes tainted their arms and backs. They carried dark bags under their eyes"a
product of speed. A defeated gait
bespoke of exhaustion.