What IfA Poem by WordsFromAPenMy health is so bad that the mental pain of living life is too much sometimes.
What if I never live another day?
Will this body destroy itself slowly? In ways that torture me little by little And eventually take my breath away. What if I had ended it when I tried to? Would I have saved myself from pain? Cut off a branch from this family tree For my womb is unlikely to carry through. What if this is the start of my end? Should I leave and be alone as I feel? Stop faking the smile that is ever weary As happiness is something I apprehend. I cannot stop the "what if" in the thoughts I create This mindfulness act is ever-so fake "Living in the moment" that death may take For my own funeral, I should not be late. © 2018 WordsFromAPenFeatured Review
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StatsAuthorWordsFromAPenNorthamptonshire, United KingdomAboutI have a BA with Hons degree in Drama (2018) I work in a café that I helped to set up and name. more..Writing
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