All Eyez On MeA Poem by WooddawgTip toe about, blend or go unseen. Royal fail, stick out awkwardly. Politeness disengaged, eye contact minimal to none. Anxiety socially, my apologies, not as visible as lepracy. Invisible, intangiable, it's wickedness udefined, stronger the mind, the tighter the spring you wind. So much buried deep beneath the lid. From thye self secrets are also hid. No warnings and for no reason at all In the blink of an eye set off course. A moments pass, an exaggerated stall shame, guilt, hate and victims remorse. The wardrobe of a clown Trunks filled with smiles and magic tricks. so much hidden from the eye but the monsters still come for their fix. A cloud of negativity brings the storm levy breaks through where the board rots. Doubts breed them selves an army un-connect the dots. There goes self belief Confidence falls at every point of attack. Too much all at once, overload. Trains of thought, too many tracks. Valentine's logo racing fast, cue the sweat cues the twitcheyness. Tagging along bring the guilt, bring the blame Now comes the dreaded emptiness Not today, gotta go, sorry bye. Real sorry... So sorry..yeah. I don't want to be, don't want to feel lonely yet drawn to the comfort of being lone. I value, I value, I want these friendships so hard to keep when juggled between the need of time alone. Jesus, not today. Guilt....Blame...Shame.. Curse my name...yeah. How do I, how do I, help them see?
How do I, how do I, make a better me? How do I, how do I...All eyez on me... © 2018 Wooddawg |
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Added on March 12, 2018 Last Updated on March 12, 2018 |