Clowning the ClownA Poem by WooddawgSomewhere between hopelessness and hopeless drinking eleven years of chasing death. All the bad attitudes washed away, blinded though, sink to where strength don't stay. Smile and take it addictions little b***h slave following the hounds sniffing out an early grave, but nothing matters though didn't you know? To death tried to drink myself such stupid thinking too much thinking I wasn't thinking... I wasn't thinking! Somewhere between here and the other end of the road Jim Beam fresh on my breath. All the memories drowned away, blinded though, hanging where nothing changes, just a loop on autoplay exsisting but not living cowardly brave venomous resentment (all for) the concern you gave, but nothing matters if it matters though didn't you know? I never should of started drinking
(f*****g hate myself) such a pity, such a shame, dumbass...piece of s**t! I tricked myself I tricked myself!!! © 2018 Wooddawg |
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Added on March 11, 2018 Last Updated on March 11, 2018 |