...A Story by WH
Love isn't my forte
But then again I don't know if I can really say that because I've never really experienced it, romantically that is. I've never had the chance to be in love, to be vulnerable and happy with someone, you know You may wonder why Maybe it's coz, like they say, I haven't found 'the one' (Whatever that means) Maybe it's coz I've not allowed myself to love coz I'm scared, scared to be hurt or toyed with emotionally Maybe it's cause the word 'love' is being used so loosely and thrown around like garbage that it has lost its meaning to me I feel like if someone told me they loved me I wouldn't believe them, no fault of their own of course just me and my trust issues Don't get me wrong I have had crushes but the problem was staying interested in them for more than five minutes Maybe I'm the problem Coz I'm afraid of letting people in I'm the problem Coz I haven't gotten over the fear of being hurt by someone And that makes it really hard to commit That's why I don't wear my heart on my sleeves and I keep my cards so close to my chest even I can't get a sneak peek at them This then makes me wonder Should I really complain about not having experienced love when clearly am the underlying issue blocking my path © 2020 WHAuthor's Note
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1 Review Added on December 9, 2020 Last Updated on December 9, 2020 AuthorWHAboutI'm someone who's just looking for a safe space to share my thoughts that I can't say out loud to those around me more..Writing
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