I'm fine

So yeah, me.

"I'm fine." She typed as blood dripped down her wrists. 

She puts her arms around her friend, but not for them, for herself. 

She smiled big and bright, while inside she was crying and waiting for it to end. 

She doesn't know what she's waiting for, and she doesn't want to anymore. 

She'll do anything for somebody to make them smile, but nobody can help her. 

She doesn't want anybody to know that she's suffering, but she can't take it anymore. 

She hides in her room because she's afraid to be seen. 

And she is me, and this is who I am. 

Reviews

[Lord of mad men]

Wow deep this speaks truely of the mind set one who wishs to beloved but is not and hides that fact would be in. I can tell your speaking from experience. Life is well it sucks thats is that. I have thought of the same thing just not for a means to end it. Just to feel something but i a guy so i really dont bleed from the wrists. I use both my mind and body to feel anything at all but that has changed some what with finding some who can understand me and why. With out feeling sorry for me or saying i need help. So yeah this was a very deep and beautiful piece. Thank you so very much! Yours truely a mad lord

[MoriartyMesa]

What i read tends to become what might be thought as "Momentary Insanity", it is a brief effect of a moment, when you want to turn left instead of right. Your words have captured the same moment that "MI" strikes, put you visualized that rare moment we all have and put it to great words.

[harshita]

whenever you feel like giving up reach out for your heart, it's beating.... you are alive for a reason.... we should never lose hope my frnd :) you can always message me if you feel like :)

[Elie Marie]

This sounds all too familiar. It gets better... one breath at a time, one minute at a time, one day at a time.

[Valentine]

When a person is down, it is best to look up...and talk to Jesus, He is always there and He always cares. Valentine

[Gabriel Eden]

stay strong my friend been their and done that myself many times keep writing your good at it challenge yourself and it will get better if it hasent already. Great piece by the way XD

[Silent Wolf]

Thank you. It has in fact gotten better. :)

[Gabriel Eden]

yay AMEN im happy

[Lyan]

Sometimes life can kick your butt. Make you feel soo low your almost below the ground. But there are people who to reach out to who care. Sometimes things are not as bad as they may seem. Remember there are more people out there who truly care about you than you think. If you need to talk about anything, don't hesitate to message me. I may not reply immediately but you will hear back that's a promise:)

[Silent Wolf]

Thank you. I shall definitely remember that next time I get really down.

[RAOrourke]

Beautifully and powerfully written. Such depth and emotion is felt through your words. The loneliness and pain is so evident. Well done.

[Silent Wolf]

Thank you. :)

[Shadows Ember]

I really like this. it s very relatable

[Silent Wolf]

Thanketh you. :)

[Shadows Ember]

no problem at all.

[Ty]

Unfortunately I can relate to this. It's terrible when if feels like everything in the whole damn world is against you and nothing will change. I'm slowly finding my way out of it and I hope you are too. Beautiful honesty in this. Great job.

[Silent Wolf]

I am. Ever so slowly. I'm actually doing a lot better now. You can do it, you just gotta believe in yourself.

[Moon]

This is really heartbreaking. Those who will do anything to make others smile really have a heart of gold. It's too bad that others will not take the time to do anything to return the favor. Expecially when someone really needs them to.

[Silent Wolf]

It truly is. It's just kind of sad how that works.