*~Life Without You~*

Old poem.

Life is life and I can't really change that...

Memories from the past are comin' back, 

each day harder than the one before without you.

The voices in my head that are supposed to help me are no where to be found.

 

Everywhere I go, everywhere I look they are there, the shadows...coming for me like bees attracted to honey.

I never do anything, but be myself until the end...

Yet, you still hate me for that...

 

I'm tryin to move on like 'Bulls On Parade',

 but I'm held back by these damn chains and I can't get away from the pains.

I can't say anything, but I'm sorry for all my flaws in myself that you can't accept.

I'm trying to do the right thing, but I'm dragged back down by the demons inside of my head.

 

My only wish is to finally be accepted for who I am and for everyone to accept the fact I can't change myself.

My only wish is to be forgiven by those whom I've hurt in the past...

My only wish is to be loved again and saved.

Author's Note

Kinda just threw it together at the time.