Suicidal Boy

Suicidal Boy

It’s just another day; all that happens around me is nothing but the same old routine and I’m getting sick of it, but yet at the same time I've realized that I have no strength I’m just the boy nobody cares about not even my own family knows my name and neither do I. At school I can’t even talk for my voice is vacant, all alone is what I am. Each and every day is the same and somewhere in the world people die and people are born some with a destiny to have a wonderful future and people like me destined to be forgotten. In my room I look around and find nothing to do, as I hear the voices from kids outside playing I become jealous and think to myself “if only I could disappear how much better I would feel.” That’s when I look into the mirror and see another “me” standing behind me and say “Your life is pathetic why not just vanish I mean who would care if you’re gone.” A pain so sharp struck my heart and I punched the mirror shattering it into many pieces. As I hold my bleeding hand I open the curtains a little and look and see someone throwing trash and think “Only trash throws trash!” And yet I’m associated with that trash. And that’s when I put on my green t-shirt and throw on my shoes and run out of the house. Even through its cold, my body doesn't take it in and I keep running till I reach my destination. Finally on the roof of my school I stand on the edge tears falling from my eyes as hear my voice again from behind “No one will care, you don’t even have a name.” And with a strong blow from the wind I fall into the pavement. My head bleeding and my body twisted as I stand over it and hear the bark from a nearby dog that runs up to me, and soon people crowd around my body and then I feel something pulling me, and that’s when I realized no matter how many times I try to escape from life and it’s cruel game. I will always be reborn again and again suffering the same fate as always!

 

                     The End. 

Author's Note

This is my first time writing something like this and it would be helpful if you could tell me what I did wrong and what I could improve for next time.