I'm so Alone/ I'm a Sinner

I’m so alone

Like a dog desperately searching for his bone

But he’s lost his sense of smell

I can’t tell

Does this make any sense?

Are you using your senses to guide you?

Let me drive you

Let me ride you

 

 

What is a soul?

Like the sole of my shoes

I love you but you’re outworn

I adore thee

But I’m not worthy

I’m thirsty

 

Help me quench this thirst

Riding in a hearse

It’s getting worse

 

But what’s worse than not knowing?

You’re glowing

It's showing

 

 

I’m so alone

I crave to be loved

What’s up above?

Is it love?

I doubt it

 

Shout it from the rooftops

I’m so alone!

 

Two half’s become one

Like a gun and the shooter

Pull the trigger

I’m no longer bitter

I’m a sinner

 

I’m so alone

 

But I like it

The quiet

The silence

Let’s riot

Just try it

 

The night is young

Let’s have fun

Let’s be dumb

Let’s be alone in this together

 

I don’t care about the weather

I just wonder whether you’re down to get lost

Lost in my thoughts

Just know it’s going to cost

You can call me Robert Frost

I’ll paint the picture with my words

Now I’m sounding absurd

 

 

I’m still alone in my thoughts but I’ll let you in

It’s not a sin

Or is it?

Let’s go ahead and challenge what they call religion

 

I’m so alone

 

Try not to get caught in my nightmares, I’m out there.

Like Chuck Norris I don’t fight fair

I dare you to try and keep up with my mind

I’m running out of time

It’s a sign

 

I’m so alone

 

They’re up there, the answers

Somewhere or Nowhere at all

I don’t know what it’s called

But for the sake of it all let’s call it heaven

 

Or something in between

It’s not a dream

Go ahead it’s okay to scream

 

I’m so alone

 

The number seven is said to be lucky unless you’re a sinner

I’m a winner

Just kidding

I’m really just sitting fiddling with my jacket

Just pack it up and go home you don’t belong

Like smoking out a broken bong

And listening to Christmas songs

I’m a sinner not a winner

 

I’m so alone

 

You could never offend me

Don’t defend me

I’m not worthy of this earth

I’d rather be listening to oldies rolling up some myrrh

I concur

 

I’m so alone

 

What’s hell like? Is it really all flames and pain?

 

I consistently consider the dissolution of death

Let’s take a test

Do you believe in something higher?

Let’s get higher

The consequences are dire

Call me sire

Call me liar

 

I’m so alone

 

I desire to know

What’s really out there

Who is this God

And why doesn’t he fight fair?

I don’t care

I’ll never win

Not believing is considered a sin

 

 

I’m so alone like the last leaf on a tree dreading a winter breeze

I’m not a winner

I’m a sinner