Dear Love

A Story by Tiny Drop

Dear love,

How can you be so cruel? I wonder.

Fate has such twisted ways. You love it, then lose it. You hate it, then must live with it. Love is such a treacherous feeling. Love turns into loss. Loss turns into grief. Grief turns into love.

It's so sad...

So sad that you're such a cute little thing and still, when I look at you, I can only feel sadness. For I am remembered of what I lost, what you have costed me.

One soul arrives, another departs.

Such is the way of the world. It should be fair... However it doesn't feel fair when a part of your soul is stripped away from you. There's only an empty hollow where life was before. It's because of you.

...

No, it's not. Who am I kidding!?

You haven't arrived yet and I still debate whether to love or to hate you. Maybe I should give up on these futile thoughts. It's not your fault. You have done nothing wrong. I hate you. Deep down I love you. I hope. I truly hope you stay healthy and happy. And still... I don't.

Can you accept this feelings of mine? Even if jumbled and messed up?

I hope so.

I truly do.

I love you.

So I'll do my best not to hate you.

With all my love,

Yours forever.