Chaos

Sporadic and scattered. Unorganized and lost. My thoughts and feelings follow a path of their own. No control. Trapped, lost, forgotten. There is no containing them. There is no tameing them. They are running wild like the lions in Africa. What to do? How to fix this? I want to retain order, but I can not. I am lost. I'm In the corner. I can not escape the chaos. Blank. Make your mind blank. Think white, but I can not think. Thoughts do not come to me. They think for themselves. I'm empty. I'm full. Thoughts crowd my mind. Nothing I can do. No way to fix it. I'm damaged. I'm lost. I'm forgotten. I'm worthless.