Keshia's Nightmare

The destrucive nature of those who ruin lives because they've ruined theirs or sometimes there life was poor and they give up on trying to fix it.

[Verse 1:] I was workin on word play, using verbs that the nerds say

looking for herbs, hay, or ye but ended up on the burbs, way

on the other side of town when my heart started to pound

pretty girl, light brown and from the side her behind was rather round

I'm not one to act on physical attraction so i didnt make a sound

despite my homies hounding her like dogs, she seemed bound

to snap but we made eye-contact, she approached and my homie gave me dap

glanced at the rhymebook said she wanted to hear me rap and that was a wrap

I spit bars bout falling stars, demons scheming, and angels falling

she was impessed, so yes, I got her number and she told me to call her but I was stalling

it's all in my nature but we started talking and it seemed to be a dream, except she femme...

fatale, sung a song so sweet you wouldnt think it was our requiem

we were talkin gone day and she said "Will, you're so smart and you know you have my heart

and nothing in this world could ever tear us apart

I want you to have all of me so before you see

me in all my glory, can you tell me your dream?

[Bridge:] I told her one day I'ma rule the world with the love of my life in eternal peace

get my n****s off the street, legalize weed, end racism, and make ignorance cease

she said "i dont mean to be mean but that's a fool's dream

and clearly reality can not be seen in that scene

now get off yo a*s, puff, puff, pass amd just slep with me

and I'll show you a slice of heaven that you aint gotta be in a deep sleep just see

it was then that I began to see her for what she really was

she aint give a f**k about me she was with me just because

[Hook:] Keshia had a dream

she was happy she had a mom, two brothers, and a Daddy

whole ton of friends with her to the end and they'd die for her gladly

a cool boyfriend who made her feel protected and not disrespected

they were about to get married, she had the ring on her finger, but then she woke up...

and Keshia had a dream

thet her boyfriend left her, fucked and tried to forget her

beat her til she miscarriaged and dsiparaged

her cause the truth is they're just like their parents, she gave up before marriage

Daddy cant help cause daddy's not around

no friends surround her, she's alone so her sobbing is the only sound

she ehars and she fears the day that it becomes clear

that this is actually reality and that 1st dream is nowhere near

now Keshia dont dream

she's an actor she pretends she's all good but she's not fine

since she cant live her dream she's trying to stop mine

but Keshia dont dream and neither do I

I have a goal so i'm never fooled by wings, she's not an angel cause even Satan could fly

 [Verse 2:] I went over to her crib and she said "Will, we alone in my home

and I like you but I couldnt date someone who couldnt make me moan,

so pull your pants down, I'll turn around and you can do me how you please"

I told her to hold on cause I dont f**k no girl with weak knees

she said, "And I dont give head to disrespectful n****s. What was your expectation?

That I would LET you hit this and do you favors?" please, she was talking like she aint have a reputation

but I was oblivious to the insidiousness of her lies

I didnt see the deception in her eyes but I saw hips, I saw thighs

I saw breasts and just spaced out the taste had me in my zone

but she made me pop s**t that had me felling like I'm not s**t, I was so gone

that's the end of that but she kept coming back humming hell's melody

with ideas that had my mind tellin' me this b***h gonna get me a felony

she's like "rap is cool but the trap is where the money at

you smart and s**t but I gotta wicked mind and a plan to get a van, some coke, and a house where it's sunny at"

it's funny that, she's suggest this cause I got a wicked mind too

but I aint been searching for God all my lfe just to f*****g find you

Satan, Lucifer, whichever you prefer but it never occured

to me that that he wasnt half as twisted as her

sure, she'd been through a lot, n****s treated her wrong and that's a shame

but a couple lames shouldn't phase you if you claim to know the game

I told her I aint wit it, I got wit s**t, I aint getting locked up

matter fact last thing I need to be is another statistic so we gonna end this before you end up knocked up

she wasnt having that told me I was nothing without her and I'd never succeed and never make cream

but without her here to suck seed I realized she's kinda right, I'm not s**t but at least I gotta dream

[Bridge:] it was then that I began to see her for what she really was

she aint give a f**k about me she was with me just because

[Hook:] Keshia had a dream

she was happy she had a mom, two brothers, and a Daddy

whole ton of friends with her to the end and they'd die for her gladly

a cool boyfriend who made her feel protected and not disrespected

they were about to get married, she had the ring on her finger, but then she woke up...

and Keshia had a dream

thet her boyfriend left her, fucked and tried to forget her

beat her til she miscarriaged and dsiparaged

her cause the truth is they're just like their parents, she gave it up before marriage

Daddy cant help cause daddy's not around

no friends surround her, she's alone so her sobbing is the only sound

she hears and she fears the day that it becomes clear

that this is actually reality and that 1st dream is nowhere near

now Keshia dont dream

she's an actor she pretends she's all good but she's not fine

since she cant live her dream she's trying to stop mine

now Keshia dont dream and neither do I

I have a goal so i'm never fooled by wings, she's not an angel cause even Satan could fly