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The tears still flow freely down my cheeks

I often wonder how it came to this

The feeling of excitement welling up inside me

Anytime I saw your name

I used to love the way you made me feel

For once I had felt loved

I could have sworn that I was almost alive

A feeling of dread quickly flooded over me

This time I pushed too far

Pushed you away into the arms of someone else

I hate thinking about it

Wondering if you tell her the same things you once told me

Do you kiss her the way you kissed me?

Everything has turned upside down

Seeing you only brings pain

I still love you

Care has never left

It's like you ripped out my heart 

Turning it to dust

Why does this have to be so painful?

I hope you are happy

That she treats you right

I will sit here by my pile of ashes

Shifting the dust of what is left in my hands

Nothing will ever be the same again

An emotional emptiness fills my whole body

The pain is more than I can bare

Reviews

[Raymond Federle]

Very raw and emotional. Nicely done

[FlatLineBeauty]

Thank you so much for reading. xo Winter

[kublakhan27]

A very relate-able piece for me. The most stinging element of a breakup is the burden of curiosity is breeds, as one is left to wonder how an ex-partner is getting along with a new love. It seems inevitable that one will compare the relationship they once had to the one being had by the ex with a new partner. It's not a fun predicament to say the least, but you've presented it as raw and directly as it can be presented. Well done Winter.

[FlatLineBeauty]

Thank you so much. xo Winter