Lamp Feast

A little rant...

I forgive you.

 

The only thing real thing about that friendship was me. You were the faker. You were the problem. Why couldn't I catch that? Why didn't I understand that you were a liar. I know. Because I ddin't undersand myself. I thought I couldn't live without friends. But now I've learned how to stand by myself. Now I've learned that I never answer to anyone. Now I've learned to hide all my emotions.

 

But though you cause my hardship those two years, I'm stronger. You helped me shed a light on myself. Where my loyalty really stands. I realize now that maybe you were a blessing. Maybe God sent you to make me lose myself, so I could find who I really am. But even though you will forget me in a heartbeat, I'll never forget everything we've been through. So I just want to say:

 

Thank you. Your lies and hate made me that much more of a stronger person. The person that I see in others. The person that I wanted to be. And even though you'll never be sorry, I forgive you.