A brain challenge to warm up my writing muscles. I've not written consistently since 2013 (according to my files). Not good! Though we know the truth, we believe the lie.
Words.
It’s
their fault, not mine.
I sit back and hold arms tight, fists
clenched, face scowling. The howling wind laughs at my failing. My failure
steps onto the dance floor of my mind and grabs a partner"my fear. Fear laughs,
winks and flirts with me until I am seduced into believing I am nothing.
Nothing can tell me otherwise. Otherwise I’d have swept clean the floor
littered with half-done lines. Lines of those who would mock my state surround
the room in their fancy dress. Dressed by artisans half-slapping costumes upon
their models. Models of my doom: those phrases I tell myself when nobody else
is listening.
Words like can’t, lazy, inept, busy,
stressed and trite.
Fascinating things, words. They have habits people don't fully understand. They're inexplicable,: they arrive willingly, dripping down from somewhere, ready to do their own thing. OR need to be cajoled, invited, manipulated or waited for. Such power they have, can drive a person crazy, or, turn him or her into a purring kitty cat. Personally I blame it on their imagination.
Great write, so well penned.. worth a long thought of any colour. Surely.
Fascinating things, words. They have habits people don't fully understand. They're inexplicable,: they arrive willingly, dripping down from somewhere, ready to do their own thing. OR need to be cajoled, invited, manipulated or waited for. Such power they have, can drive a person crazy, or, turn him or her into a purring kitty cat. Personally I blame it on their imagination.
Great write, so well penned.. worth a long thought of any colour. Surely.
maybe we can't control the words that we write.
But we can work to get the best definitions we can...poets thrive on connotation....so perhaps we can change the context to make the words feel better.
j.
You suggest I was mean to the words? Should I have rocked and babied them? Or put them to sleep to k.. read moreYou suggest I was mean to the words? Should I have rocked and babied them? Or put them to sleep to keep the bad dreams away? hmmm.
4 Years Ago
not at all...just work with them the best we can...since we do have some control on what we do with .. read morenot at all...just work with them the best we can...since we do have some control on what we do with them.
4 Years Ago
Back to the description where I mentioned that we know the truth but choose the lie instead, as if t.. read moreBack to the description where I mentioned that we know the truth but choose the lie instead, as if that would excuse us from responsibility. Avoidance is never the answer and keeps us from our best. But still - we look around for someone/thing to blame. Doesn't matter what or who as long as it gets us off the hot seat...as if that would even work.
"She ain't right, she ain't!"
That is what they said.
Did they want normal? A setting?
Normal load. That is what they want.
I'm not normal. I'm extraordinary.
And that is okay. I know it is.
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