In the mind of a 20-something, Obsessive-Compulsive, Dependent-Personality mother of two boys

written in April 2006, or maybe a little before....This is part 1 of 8

My head hurts

I am drained

My mind is weighed down

with life

Got to keep moving

cannot be held down

push it back

it only slows me

can't let it out

there's no one to tell

the world is deaf

to my conflictions

the blood flows down my cheek

dirty water

liquid fire

sinful tears

face to face

you want to see a reaction

end this game

of life?