listening

How can I speak when there is nobody to listen?

Not until the tears run down my face and start to glisten,

How can I tell you how I feel?

If you won't accept my problems are real.

I break it gently and you say sorry,

I can't push and tell you not to worry,

You feel guilty and start to cry,

I can't go deeper if i try.

Whenever we talk you blame yourself,

Its really not good for your health,

No release, frustration starts to build,

It keeps going, i am completely filled.

We try to talk, i feel ignored,

It almost feels like you are bored,

You say we should talk face to face,

Yet you give no time or place.

I can't vent, i just feel stuck,

I hope this doesn't hit you like a truck,

But what I want is someone to listen,

So my tears don't have to glisten.