My story part 1

This is my story, please comment and share

This is my story. All of this is real. I'll better tell a bit of myself. 

My name is, ah no I shall not tell you my real name. My first name is Gabriel. I'm 16 years old, and I'm gay. I'm in love with someone. It's not just a teenager love. It's real love. While you read my story, I recommend you to listen to a Playlist of music. Please first listen to chasing cars, by snow patrol. Then 2 am by chyler Leigh. Then off I go, by Greg laswell. Next listen to how to save a life by the fray. Then the story, by brandi carlile. And finally, total eclipse of the heart, by Jill Andrews. Ready? OK here it goes. 

I've always been Christian. I believe God has a purpose for me. And I think he will save me. 

My family is composed by my father, my mom, and my two little sisters. I'm a normal guy with a little, but trustable friends. I believe in love too, and i wanna spend my entire life with, are you ready? Aaron Landon. He is my love. He is the most handsome and kind person I know. He is an actor and singer, I love his voice. I forgot to tell you, I live in Costa Rica, pretty far away from the USA. Last September, my family and me went to a trip to Florida, and Disney and all that stuff. That was my only, and last chance of meeting the love of my life. And I lost him. But I haven't lost my hopes. I know that he and me, although he's not gay, will live forever happily ever after. I love him, and i would give my life for him. How will I contact him again and convince him to be my boyfriend? I don't know... 

Please give me advice