Nothing i do makes sense

I know its kind of all over the place, but I just threw my heart onto a doc. so BLAH

Nothing I do makes sense, has any reason

My mind and heart change like the season

Random I am, random I will be

Because I was taught to be true to thee

 

Maybe I change by my emotion

Or I’m as spontaneous as the ocean

I do not know, nor do I care

Just what ever gets me from here to there

 

Some nights I cry in pain

Seeing myself as some horrid stain

Dealing with the internal war I wage

I dare tell no one, I only turn the page

 

Some days I’ll go out of my way

Just to help and hear the thanks you would say

To fill my hear with joy knowing

That I made an imprint on the path to where you are going

 

 

 

But I’ve had those lonely nights

Filled with my voices and midnight frights

But when the light of day ends the strife

I go out to greet it, and continue my life

Reviews

[Meraki]

You succumb to lonely horrors at night only to awake put on a brave face and continue with to suffer. At times you feel inadequate to even be alive, a speck of dirt on someone's new shoes. Other nights you make people smile to feel that satisfaction in your heart that you can make someone else happy even if you couldn't be and that in itself makes you happy. And because you are random or spontaneous no one suspects the war raging just under the surface. At least that's how I interpreted it. I like it :)

[William Evictus]

I love how you interpreted all of that
i mean i have no idea what goes on with me, but that was awesome :D

[Meraki]

Hahaha thank you. And thank you for sharing this too :)