What We Could Have Been

The words in this song describe the loss of someone I loved with all my heart:(

I’m waking up to the thought of you.
Feeling happy then I’m feeling blue.
Memories of us keep flooding in.
Thinking of what we could have been.


I’m standing up, just to sit back down.
Faking a smile when I want to frown.
Dreams of you I keep dreaming.
Bruised inside.... Internal bleeding.


Breathing in now.... I’m breathing out
Can’t explain all of this doubt
Freaking out and my heads a mess.
Heart drowning and is in distress.


Chorus:
It could have been beautiful
It could have been something real
It could have been anything
You wanttteeeddd....

It could have been magical....
It could have been frozen still....
It could have been everythingggg....
You imagined.........

It could have been someetthhinnnnn
It could have been somethinnnnnn.....
It could have been......
Something Beautifullllllllll!    


    

I’m reaching higher than ever before.
Unlocking and walking through every closed door.
Something needed, but nothing given.
Vehicle of our love was never driven.


Aching inside you been gone so long.
Like a drug you are the right kind of wrong.
Paralyzed heart ....Won’t beat again.
Gasping for air.... No more oxygen..

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Holding  my hand.... I’m imagining....
That you’re still here and keep whispering....
“There is nothing for you that I wouldn’t dooooo”....
“You’re the one and I always knewwwwww”.....


I’m wonderiiinnnnnnnnngggggg.......
It’s Troublinggggggg....
What we could have beeennnnn....
What we could have beennnnn.....


(Repeat chorus)