My Lyrical Mindset

What I think I am here for. My thoughts for you

As I sit here and write down my thoughts while alone
I have to stop and think where has my life gone
all I know how to do is imagine and sit back
Till I run run out of breath or have a heart attack
But it is not depression I'm in or my unsociable ability
Because emotionally and metaphorically I'm as needed as a tree
Being connected to love and lust is one and the same
So I guess I'm fit live a glove connected to a hand of shame
But the mental logistics as in full effect
My words and thoughts are like Shaq on stilts
Only way you getting that high is you on top of a milf
But the warlock skills are back and on the attack
I have no obstacles, no races, just sitting back and relaxing
The only Obstacle is I see is you knocking me off my pedestal
The only crown I have is the only one that I need
I got the Milton Bradley of the mind backed down to his knee
I'll let you keep your spot in my imaginary chess game
Because I want the money and power, You can keep the fame