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“You've changed”

Before you shook your head

and said I changed

I feel lonely

No one seems to get it

I feel disowned

I didn't do this to myself

I try and I strive to live

with a beating heart

Though my emotions left me long ago

I used to be afraid

I used to care

But not anymore

Even my “happy”life

Holds a lot of folded secrets

Even my happy life

Comes quite sad

Yes, I used to care

Before I changed

Somehow I wish to blame you

My heart is numb from the flame

You keep telling me to live

Yet you keep making it harder

I never needed anybody to tell me to live

I need somebody to stop talking

I need to be alone

Author's Note

So tell me what you think it was just at the tip of my brain and I got the words down but not the meaning heheh...