I Will Not!

I will not cry,

Bow down to their wishes,

Of seeing my pain,

 

I will not break,

And fall to pieces,

Of remembering what was once love,

 

I will not fight,

Just let everything inside go,

And be just like them,

 

I will not dream,

Because I know that they will never come true,

They will make sure of it,

 

I will not believe,

Because I lost my faith long ago,

I've accepted that god isn't ever going to come,

 

I will not hope,

Because the sun doesnt shine in the darkness,

There is only cold here,

 

I will not fall,

Because I will stay there,

And remain forever,

 

I will not bow,

To the wishes of the true sinners,

They will no longer laugh,

 

I will not scream,

Because it is like music to their ears,

It's exactly what they want to hear,

 

I will not stare into the mirror,

Because I hate what I see there,

She's so ugly,

 

I will not die,

Because I haven't yet,

So I'll just continue to take up space on this worthless planet...

 

 

Reviews

[TamiViolet]

I haven't been on the cafe for a few days, and I just happened by for a few moments and saw this. I tend to give random reviews to those whose poetry deeply moves me in some way or another, whether it be an expression of joy or pain...

I feel every word of this one and more importantly...understand....

I hope your grief soon transforms to happiness and that one day you realize the beauty you possess because 'beautiful' and 'ugly' are but relative terms....

Quite intense....magnificent depiction of pain. Blessings, Apollonia

[deeps]

Such intense painful emotions to sit and go through, well expressed!

[Nicole]

The raw emotion in this poem. O.o
Effin' AMAZING.
I can totally relate to this in a way.
Good write. :)

[mystic soul]

oh!! you seems to be very shattered... deeply in pain.. your poems speaks for you.. intense emotions... I wish everything gets OK...

[JustKeith]

Intense, brutal, menacing!

[EmpressPoetess]

Whoa! Sad and angry words here. deeply emotional but very well written. you expressed these feelings for sure, I just hope it's muse only!

Hugs~~Denise