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I never thought it would be possible,

In heart and mind it was never plausible,

But here you are,

Standing by me not so far,

 

Find me a month ago,

And tell me the one thing I wished for would soon be so,

I would have cried and ran away,

Because it was impossible - what you had to say,

 

I loved you once and I love you still,

Even whenever you left me alone against my will,

I loved you then and I love you now,

Even whenever you don't move or make a sound,

 

I am yours and you are mine,

Nothing can change that not even time,

Don't leave me again,

Because I don't want my heart to again transend,

 

It hurt so much,

Underneathe where you couldn't touch,

The agony ripped me apart,

But still I loved you from the start.

Author's Note

I loved him, and I lost him, I became depressed and I sank far lower than I thought possible. Now, I have him back...But my fear is eating me alive.