The Last Tear That Will Fall

No More...

I repeat, NO MORE,

The pain is beginning to get to me,

The realization that they are all going to leave no matter what I do or say,

I shouldn't even care anymore because I don't matter to them,

They are all leaving me,

 

I don't know how to fight whenever they all seem so intent on just walking away from me,

Leaving me in an emotional wreck that I can never escape,

So I'm going to ride all of this pain and agony that I have out,

Then whenever it comes time to depart for a few months,

I'm going to withdraw from them all and become one with myself again,

So that I can't hurt them and they can't hurt me,

 

I'll be my own best friend,

Sticking with myself until the end,

No one else will ever be able to take that away again,

I'll still love him, and I'll still be with him,

But that is all,

No more pain,

 

I'm sick of hurting my best friend because I'm not in love with him to,

Tired of butting into my other friend's life when they have people who can love them more,

I'm going to leave my Megan and my Paige to be what they want to be,

They can love who they want to love,

Without me getting in the way,

 

I'm like a big gray stone,

I block the way for everyone else,

They try to push me away,

But I just sit there collecting dust,

It's okay you know, they can go...

 

Very soon I'm going to cry the last tear that's going to fall,

And no more will come,

No matter what,

No one else will cry for me,

ANd I'll cry for no one else either...