I Wanna Steal Your Essence

I want to steal your essence,

Make it my own to suffocate or let breathe,

It will no longer be your psyche or your world,

No, it will be mine,

I can do with it what I like,

Embezzle the tiny bit of compassion you have left,

Adjoin it to what I once had,

What you took away from me,

Strengthen your pain,

So that it is agonizing for you,

Just like it was for me,

Like it still is,

Make you see my sorrow and let it quiver your heart,

So excruciating you will see,

Will you care then?,

I think not,

So I will not care when you plead for your soul back,

I will laugh at your anguish,

Like you did at mine,

Make it worse to not feel so responsible myself,

I’ll rip away your dreams,

Fill them with treacherous nightmares,

The very same that I had,

Only with a small difference,

It will be you living them now,

No longer me,

You can be the one to wake up screaming in the middle of the night,

Lock yourself in a sinister room and curl up to cry,

I’ll keep your essence,

Until my vengeance is filled,

Then I will let you go as a ghost among the living,

Just as you have made me,

Oh you will be so sorry,

Because you turn your back on how I feel,

Now I am going to do the same to you,

I may not steal your essence but I will do whatever in my power to make you miserable,

Like you made me…