Help Me Understand

You jackass
You annoying son-of-a-b***h
Why?
Why do you treat me this way?
You push me away as you take baby steps
To get closer
You know what I want
What I need
You can feel my heart beating for you
Longing for you
Yet you treat me worse as each day goes by
And all I want
Is to know is why
To understand how your brain works
To be put out in the harsh sunlight
After being in the dark, lonely for so long
And maybe even...you