Fears

I write to many love songs,
I can't hold back my tears.
Sometimes I'm afraid to admit
All my stupid fears.

I'm afraid to walk outside alone
I'm afraid of losing you,
I'm always afraid I'm gonna fail
Afraid with every damn thing I do.

I'm afraid I don't try enough
Don't talk well enough with strangers.
I'm afraid that I am holding back,
Because I can't take the dangers.

I get scared in the face of change,
But I always push through.
We can;t expect things to change alone,
There's something each of us must do.

I have to fight for it every day
None of us can stop.
We've left too many broken pieces
In the battle to the top.

They say fight fire with fire,
But I fight war with love.
And in the end I know it will work,
If there is a God above.

For He gave me the strength I need,
To fight, To battle through
But never harming anyone.
Saving me and you.

So, I fight hate with love songs.
I heal the pain with tears.
And even when I'm scared as hell,
I push through all my fears.