Cuts & Drugs

Cuts & drugs cover it all,

It makes despair turn into happiness,

These blades & pills make you feel less alone,

What you're doing is so wrong,

..But it feels right.

Losing friends & family,

Going insane with these substances,

It doesn't f*****g matter,

As long as your blades & pills are there,

..You'll be okay.

Everyone wants to help you,

But only because these things can kill you.

You get so mad,

And frustrated,

Why do they care now?

They came too late.

Now you're happily addicted.

They claim they love you,

But your heart is still not whole.

They claim they need you,

But every time you need them, they're never there.

They claim they care,

Then why do you still feel like this?

Tears no longer move you,

Only a crooked smile is ever shown from your face,

It doesn't matter what happens,

Love no longer exists in your book,

You've become numb.

And you make that clear.

Blades & pills is all you need.

Nothing more,

Or nothing less,

You know this.

What is wrong is right to you,

Losing friends & family,

It doesn't matter.

You're going insane with cuts & drugs,

It's only because you're trying to cover it all.

Author's Note

Wrote about my past. This got to me lots.

But it's from the heart, so I'm still proud.

My goodness, I've come a long way..

Reviews

[Briana O'Connor]

This is a topic that I can relate to very much. The way you captured the dark process of falling into the habit of drowning in pain and covering it up by causing yourself pain and then making yourself numb is amazing. You should be proud of yourself. Not only have you moved out of a hazardous lifestyle, but you also have tremendous skill. Thank you for sharing.

[Chris Micha]

As you should be proud and proud of this piece. You have described a life that most never overcome, so you should feel proud! Bravo! :)

[FallenAngel]

very nicely written, i could never come up with a piece of writing this amazing :)

[Luna Zerimar]

I doubt that.

Thank you, friend.

[Simon Welsh]

This is so sad. Glad you were able to shed this. Nicely written.

[Luna Zerimar]

Thank you, Elliott. It means a whole lot.

[Jack Kennedy]

I like how open you are in this and honest. This is a good read and I'm glad you've come such a long way! Thanks for sharing

[Luna Zerimar]

Thank you so much!

[Chloe_Spence]

I am so happy for you that you have come a long way. Good on you for being so open about this topic- so many people sweep it under the carpet and want to hide it, but in reality it's something which happens to many people.
I like your honesty in this- well done :)

[Luna Zerimar]

Thank you.

And, yeah, people do try to hide it. But it's a huge accomplishment in my opinion.

Thanks again.

[Chloe_Spence]

You are welcome- and yes, good on you for coming so far :)

[Justin]

it was really good, i liked how you talked about your past, dont let the past dictate your future :)

[Luna Zerimar]

I won't. Thank you. (: