And

Then I cried.

I cried for days.

Nothing could stop me.

Not the bleeding,

Not the help,

Nothing.

I was ripped apart

And I did not have a say in it.

I'm tempted every day,

I see them, just, dangling there,

Waiting for someone to just come along and do it.

Why haven't I done it?

I ask myself this daily.

I have not turned to drugs,

I do not hurt others,

Just myself.

It keeps me from exploding.

If it hadn't been created, I would of been gone away.

Get back.