Yo Yo Sneak

It is sad to realize,

That the only way I feel happy

is when I’m asleep.

 

Away from my problems, away from others problems

Just complete bliss.

If only I could feel the vibrations of it.

To make it tangible. 

 

That is the day I can feel happy.

But I know that that day won't come.

Because with him gone, out of my life,

Yo Yo Sneak. The last password.

 

I hope that it's true, what they say

That he's with me still

But he's not.

Consumed by sickness and illness.

 

Burnin' away. I watched him go.

Now in a little metal shape by my bedside.

Laughing at me, mocking me.

Reminding me every night and every morning of what I could have,

But had lost long ago.

 

Remind me again of your laugh one last time. Please.

Your deep low laugh that always brought a smile to my cherry lighthouse face.

The face that will never see the light of day again.

But the whales shove out a small hint of happiness 

It helps.

But it will never patch up the stabbing feeling of never see your fatherly face again.