Alright, here's Part 1: Locked Away.
I forget exactly
how old i was but it was still the 90's so i'd say around 8 or 9. I've always
been a big fan of stargazing and my parents had bought me a telescope for
christmas the year before.
It was now summer
and the stars were out in abundance that night as per usual, my clock said it
was around 9pm. I got out my telescope, positioned it on the stand and gazed for a while. I came across a rather bright star in
the night sky, i zoomed in for a closer look and it shone brighter, it dazed me
and i fell off my stand, banged my head & blacked out.
When i came to, it was
1:30 in the morning, my mum was so worried and she said i'd been gone, she
asked me where the hell i'd even been. One thing you have to understand about
my home/neighborhood at the time, was that to leave my home i'd need to go
downstairs, past the living room where my parents were the whole time & go
out the front door into a culdesac where everyone knew everyone. But nobody had
seen me leave or heard me leave, i just vanished.
To this day, my mum
won't speak of it and i have no idea whether it happened and my mum is just
trying to bury the memory or whether i imagined it.
The next bit however,
is where it gets disturbing.
A couple of nights
after this, i was lying in bed trying to get to sleep. I was an only child and
pretty lonely, so i wouldn't sleep until both my parents and my dog were
upstairs and heading to bed, too. I got so used to this regime, that i could
recognise who was ascending the stairs based on their way of walking. For my
father, it would be a brisk pace, stomping on the steps as he hurried up. For
my mother, it was a slow shuffling. For my dog, it resembled the sound of a
horse galloping.
I'd also like to point
out that the structure of my room at the time meant not only did the door open
towards my bed so that i could not see who came through until they had passed
the width of the open door, but that the cupboard was directly opposite my
door, so shadows would be a good indication of who was entering my room at
night. Again, i knew my families outlines very well, making it easy to
distinguish who was coming in.
This night, however,
may not sound scary, but it is the result of much therapy and horrific nightmares
the likes of which i could not begin to describe to you. On the occasion this
memory creeps into my dreams, i wake up feeling like i've had a near-fatal
heart attack. On one occasion, i stopped breathing in my sleep.
All i remember is it
being very late at night, my door was open a crack as usual to allow some light
in. I began hearing thuds downstairs, even that young i naturally assumed it
was my Golden Retriever, Barney, stumbling around. Then i heard someone ascend
the stairs. But it wasn't a shuffle, it wasn't a brisk stomping, nor was it a
galloping.
It was a series of
laboured thuds, like something being lifted up & successively dropped,
though not with much impact. These thuds got closer & closer to the top of
the stairs, before ceasing. As they did, a dragging sound started, when it
approached my door, it was gently pushed open.
The last thing i
remember is three joint tall shadows slowly rising up my wall.
I never saw what came
passed my door, or rather, i don't remember.
I went for RMT (Recovered
Memory Therapy) to find out what it was, but i ended up reacting very
negatively to the situation, going as far as to scream, shout, run to the
corner of the room, huddle up & cry silently while rocking back and forth.
Someday, i hope to go
further and find out what it really was.