Discovery and Reason

I don't know where to begin...

My quick heartbeats have become irritating...

Discovery (1): I've been an idiot.

Reason: for putting too much faith in people.

You probably didn't enjoy the way your eyes hurt me
with the way they looked through me, but you used to
do it anyway...

I can't remember the last time I trusted someone the
way I trusted you, the way my lips broke into a smile
showing my teeth, making my eyes squint, my pupils
glint and my cheeks peach-pink.

This glass of distance and time separating us,
stopping between me and the touch of your hands meant
nothing to me. These walls of people disaproving
our love, I've put behind my back, muted their
objections, looked past their suspicious eyes, and
raced the winds and rain to be with you...

Discovery (2): People whom you love the most can end up
hurting you the most...

Reason: They turn into different people for certain
seconds...They become strangers for a flash...during
which harsh words are spilled -unconsciously-...

You had met a new soul today. Prepare to shatter
and feel the pain before preparing your wings
to take off into the new love waiting.

Black accompanies white hand in hand, just
as unfortune comes with joy days on
and days off...

Discovery (3): True love lies within the
ability to forgive the person whose
claws reached deep in you and slashed
it open...

Reason: You have claws too. You've
used them to hurt loved ones too.

Every little detail of life can be beautiful in
someway once you think that way...

Dry, withered leaves of the summer are of a
pale, golden shade...

Red-brown-yellow leaves of the fall give one
warm, rich mixture of colors...

Frosty, bare tree branches remind me of crystal
and thin sprakling glass...

All the fresh, new, endless fields of
pink, blue, yellow, green, red, violet,
and white of the spring make up Adam and
Eve's little garden...

Discovery (4): I love you.

Reason: because you love me too...

Let us hold hands and pray once again...

as soon as the world is flooded with rain...

Author's Note

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Reviews

[Emunah June.]

This was so full of emotion, I almost wanted to cry. You did such a good job conveying emotion.