Before and after death

I sit here,

holding your delicate hand

Wishing,

Hoping there is something else,

that I can do to save you.

In pain,

You still manage to crack a smile.

Yet,

I see nothing but pure kindness.

You lay there,

No complaints and no anger.

Oh, how I envy you and your optimism.

You have done things in the world.

Made a difference.

 I have not.

Looking over you,

I have seen you alive

&

Dead.

At least I was there for you.