Daydream

A look at how some people have twisted thoughts.

Therapist- Kara!

Me- What? (I say in a low tone)

Therapist-Are you there? You have been sitting there not answering me. What happened? Did you go off into a day dream again?

Me- I think so. Out of nowhere I had this dark thought again. Malicious Kara always takes over. I don't know how to make this stop. She is so demanding and controlling. 

Therapist- Care to talk about it? You know I prefer to hear about it. I don't like you bottling this up. I am here for you to let these delusions and thoughts out. 

Me- I know, I just get embarrassed and sound like a crazy psycho!

Therapist- Trust me Kara, you are not a psycho. I have told you this a dozen times. Now tell me about this dream you just had. ( adjusts herself in here chair and clasps her pen tighter as she gets ready to take notes looking into my eyes)  

Me- (exhales slowly as I calm myself) Okay, well it starts with me walking out of my bedroom. I can feel how cold my feet are against my hardwood floor. 

Therapist- Alright, good Kara. What happens next?

Me- (I clench my hands against the couch cushion I am siting on.) I close the door behind me. Trying to be quite to not wake anyone up. Malicious Kara told me to not make a noise. I shouldn't be waking anyone up or someone else will get hurt. She doesn't like to be disturbed. 

Therapist- What does she mean, get anyone else hurt? (starts taking some notes)

Me- Well, if someone catches what her and I are doing... they will get hurt. She can't control our anger when we get disturbed.

Therapist- What happens next? (as she starts jotting some more notes down)

Me- Well I go as quietly as I can to the kitchen, my hands start shaking as I make my way to kitchen counter. I pull out a knife from the 

Malicious Kara- No stop talking Kara ! Shut your dumb mouth. You are going to get both of us put away for good.

Therapist- Kara, Kara! Hello!