Why Bother

Why do i bother trying to settle old feuds

why do i try to care

why do i bother solving bad blood

im over what happened

i wanted to get closure,you threw my request in my face

now we are back to fighting like old times

i just wanted to say sorry for what i did inn my past.

im not perfect no one is

why should i bother with someone who doesnt care.

im here balling my eyes out over old issues

old argument new fuel

i should just kill myself so you can all be happy because it seems when im alive you are worse off

im hated bullied unloved

you never realise,the things you think will help will cause more damage in the end so here i am.

ready do die.

i hope you can live with yourself, your insensitivity has caused a death, can you live knowing theres blood on your hands.

i wish we could change the past, backpeddle on our wrong doings maybe this would never have happened but it did.

i cant change that

all i can say is sorry and disappear,seclude myself,alone.

i deserve noone.

ive done to many bad things trying to do good.

my issues prevent me from control.

i wish i could have had more time before fate caught up to me.

im sorry that you didnt have a heart but its time to say goodbye