Stages of Goodbye

The stages of getting over it.

The stages of saying goodbye.

First you cry for no time limit.

You could cry for days.

Second you start to think about what you did wrong.

Even though deep down you are the victim in the circumstances.

Third you finally start to think you will be okay.

You start to smile again, just like before.

Fourth stage is the part of trying to let go of the memories.

These memories will mainly bother you while your alone, in your dreams.

Fifth is the part of waking up and it doesn't even cross your mind.

This is the part where it becomes easier to notice the good memories.

Sadly, I am stuck between stages 1 & 2, I just can't seem to let it slip.

I thought I was doing good, I got to stage 4 and then I  hit rock bottom all over again.

I will never get through these stages because I will never find out the truth of our Goodbye.

I want to say goodbye to you so bad, I want to be able to smile like I did before we happened.

Will I get over it?

This is my Stages of goodbye.

Author's Note

More like free write I guess