Now you see me

People you're surrounded by, might hide something under the surface...

The thing is clear,

I need a break.

My energy and time towards myself is weak.

How do I make it clear for you?
How do I show?

My fear, my anger in myself and my actions; as a whole.

When I'm standing in front of you

and tears run down my cheek,

why don't you notice?

Does it make YOU feel weak?

The reason why I don't speak up I will say:

I'm just afraid to hurt you with my honest feelings

and my depressing stay.

It's funny to think about

when you're at an all time high,

they don't cheer,

or say anything nice.

So here I am,

are you happy what you NOW see?

After the negative words you've said about me?

The critical pain that's in everyday life;
don't need that from the people I love,

only want positive thoughts to strife.

I can honestly say I HATE

...feeling this way.

Don't know how long this feeling will stay.

I'll take this oppurtunity to tell,

I'm sorry for all the times I have failed.

Failed in calling, texting, visiting, talking.

Well, look who's now on the edge walking...

Author's Note

I hope some of you readers out there take some time to write one or two sentece /-s, describing your reflexion of the poem.

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