Like I'm Still Dead

The third of SPN AU vid set.

Stop staring like that.

Do you know how much it hurts?

You look at me like…

Why

Dean?

I’m here with you now.

When I dream…

I can be with you.

 

…

 

Do you not want me back?

Can you not stand my face?

I thought your pain was because I was gone.

I guess it was really because

I ever existed at all.