Chapter 1

Have you ever had the feeling of fear? But in a safe place your home, parents arms. What if you felt that your entire life. How would you feel? When I was younger my parents did everything when to keep me safe. Telling me do this don't do that. When I was 15 I picked up a book. män som hatar kvinnor. It seemed awesome a girl hacker. I had my innocence lost in 2nd grade I knew curse words and what sex was in 1st I just never said anything. But this was real it was like reality hit me and it was a train. My mother screaming at me on the top of her lungs that I was incompetent and too f*****g stupid to get anything. I cried so hard that night. When I picked up that book and read the series. The girl was raped and physically and emotionally abused. That night I finished the series I knew I had been hurt like her. From my mother. I had never been raped but screamed at and blamed for on everything I was hit at. I had a sister though I was smarter than her and got things quicker she was the "better child". I memorised everything I had read which meant I have an eidetic memory.My sister never read. We were different. When I was 13 I knew I had to run away but my mother was my only chance so I stayed with her and my dad until I graduated high school. The day summer started I woke up at three in the morning. I called the taxi company the night before. I had saved money since seventh grade for this. I never left a note... I was 18.