im to young for this

grrrrrrrrrrrr

I’m to young for this.

I’m not old enough to have this kind of stress but no one really knows.

To the people that think they know how I feel that are my real life friends on here then you need to think again.

Over and over again I try to make the people in my life see that I cannot deal with it anymore but they don’t listen.

You know who you are so when you read this I hope that you are sad by this because I am tired of trying to be happy around you and act like everything is ok.

Over and over i try to make you see that you are not the only person that is going through something but you din’t get it.

Until I get so mad at you that I just stop talking to you!! Why can;t you just get it that I cannot keep doing this!?

Now look at what you have done!

Gotta try to keep my cool while we are here in school because I know that I will get into trouble if I say what I really wanna say to you.

For every time that you make me angry I want to cut myself and I know it isn’t the way out but I cannot help it.

Over and over again I fight to keep myself from yelling at you to shut the f**k up and do your school work like the rest of us have to do.

Right now you are just blowing everything off in class and acting like everything is just fine when its not.

That is just stupid because you are failing in your classes and you know that if you do not get your grades up that you can fail those classes and that you will have to repeat them!!!!

How the hell do you expect me o anyone else to want to help you when you won’t help your own damn self!?!?!?!

I know that you are going through s**t but hey so are we all!

Shut the f**k up about not caring anymore and try to do something about it!!!

Reviews

[Raeven]

aside from the comments, like I've been saying, writing is a great way to release emotion. But, you should never, ever, EVER write something like this just out of spite. I would like for you to re write this in a better way, not targeting anyone, but just letting the emotion roll out of you and onto paper. Good luck.

[TM]

This really should be a private message. Why did you read request this to me?

[Bisma Ayoub]

u aa really intelligent
ua poems n stories aa juxt awesome keep it up

[Caira day]

Whatever I'm always so pissed off and stuff but nobody gives a damn anyways, so why I'm I still here it's so f*****g stupid and I know I'm failing but I don't care, I don't care about my life. It's stupid you didn't tell me face to face but whatever, this might just fucked up our friendship but I don't care, if you had any idea how much I want to kill myself but you don't no one does. I'm f*****g done always acting like it all good and stuff but it's not, I'm depressed and sad but it does stop me from cutting myself, but it's really fucked up that you didn't tell me to my face, I just wish people would stop getting so f*****g mad at me or my wrist is going to get worse, and I'm sick and tired of people treating me like s**t so I'm done with people. If I don't talk to anyone tomorrow that's because of people and my life, and I'm always f*****g pissed off and s**t but I don't care anymore.

[Caira day]

Whatever I'm always so pissed off and stuff but nobody gives a damn anyways, so why I'm I still here it's so f*****g stupid and I know I'm failing but I don't care, I don't care about my life. It's stupid you didn't tell me face to face but whatever, this might just fucked up our friendship but I don't care, if you had any idea how much I want to kill myself but you don't no one does. I'm f*****g done always acting like it all good and stuff but it's not, I'm depressed and sad but it does stop me from cutting myself, but it's really fucked up that you didn't tell me to my face, I just wish people would stop getting so f*****g mad at me or my wrist is going to get worse, and I'm sick and tired of people treating me like s**t so I'm done with people. If I don't talk to anyone tomorrow that's because of people and my life, and I'm always f*****g pissed off and s**t but I don't care anymore.

[Caira day]

Whatever I'm always so pissed off and stuff but nobody gives a damn anyways, so why I'm I still here it's so f*****g stupid and I know I'm failing but I don't care, I don't care about my life. It's stupid you didn't tell me face to face but whatever, this might just fucked up our friendship but I don't care, if you had any idea how much I want to kill myself but you don't no one does. I'm f*****g done always acting like it all good and stuff but it's not, I'm depressed and sad but it does stop me from cutting myself, but it's really fucked up that you didn't tell me to my face, I just wish people would stop getting so f*****g mad at me or my wrist is going to get worse, and I'm sick and tired of people treating me like s**t so I'm done with people. If I don't talk to anyone tomorrow that's because of people and my life, and I'm always f*****g pissed off and s**t but I don't care anymore.

[Strawberry Evil]

Love it. So much emotions! I can relate to how you felt while writing this, I totally can. Even if I didn't know this feeling I bet I still could, since it's written so well. You show them! I hope writing this made you feel better, since you got it all out and loud. The feeling of pain, hate, suffering and lost is clear and loud, and it makes me feel compassion and makes me want to give you a hug.
SO *sends a virtual hug* I hope your days cheer up, keep writing, it will make you feel better with time :)
Good job!