Final Way To Say Goodbye

A song I wrote in dedication of Annah.

Verse 1:

We used to laugh, we used to cry

we'd get in fights when we liked the same guy

we used to dance, we'd walk the mall

fell to my knees, when I answered the call

 

Bridge:

now you're not here

(that's exactly what I fear)

I wish I could find

(a final way to say goodbye)

but your in my heart

(that's not a bad way just to start)

sometimes there is nothing we can defend

(but we had to reach the end)

 

Chorus:

(But I'll bring)

Roses to your grave

(I'll remember)

how you were so brave

I have nothing left to say

but still I pray

between the times I cry

that I could find a final way to say goodbye

 

Verse 2:

We all have weaknesses

we all have our doubts

But I know that you'd be mad at me

if I mope around and pout

 

Bridge:

now you're not here

(that's exactly what I fear)

I wish I could find

(a final way to say goodbye)

but your in my heart

(that's not a bad way just to start)

sometimes there is nothing we can defend

(but we had to reach the end)

 

Chorus:

(But I'll bring)

Roses to your grave

(I'll remember)

how you were so brave

I have nothing left to say

but still I pray

between the times I cry

that I could find a final way to say goodbye

 

(Repeat first verse)

 

(Repeat chorus)

 

Author's Note

R.I.P. Annah. Hopefully your still remember all of our chicken nugget jokes :)

Reviews

[Forever Hidden]

You are the greatest friend I know of. You miss people who pass away ( unlike ppl here. They say he/she's dead, who cares and never think about them again. ) But you actually care about her a lot. And I know you miss her TONS! When did she pass away? ( If that's a personal question, u don't need to answer it ).

You guys must be really close. And that makes it harder on you. I'm sorry for your loss.

R.I.P Annalese "Annah" Crow ( May god put you in Heaven )

[A. V. Madison]

Thanks Seema. And it's okay, I'll tell you. She died 3 days ago.

[Forever Hidden]

3 days ago? I'm sorry Maddie. I know it is hard on you.

[Forever Hidden]

Are you ok?

[A. V. Madison]

Of course I'm okay. Inside I'm shattered to pieces. Inside I just wanna cry all day. But if I did, that wouldn't be what Annah wants. So I put on a brave face and know that Annah is looking down on me and I know that God is at her side and he will watch over her. Sorry, I know you're Muslim, hopefully you'll ignore that last sentence. But the bottom line is that Annah wouldn't want me to mope around and be all sad, so I won't.

[Forever Hidden]

No, its ok. Maybe God is actually doing that. And, you are SMART! Most ppl won't ever od that. They would mope around all day blaming ppl, and cussing and stuff. I'm really proud that one girl isnt doing that.

[Forever Hidden]

But your the only girl I knwo that isnt doing that

[A. V. Madison]

Haha well, you just have to look on the brightside. Annah was silently suffering in a world of hell. Now she's up somewhere happier, not suffering.