*no name, I'm in pain*

Today, I had a panic attack.

I've got a heart full of pebbles and a soul full of lead.

Got no reason to keep breathing or to move out from my bed.

You tell me to keep trying, I'd rather sleep instead

Because you do not know this life of mine or how it's smashing 'round my head.

I do not want to know if you care.

I've spent so long with nobody there,

The idea of you staying is simply absurd and

I won't take the time to lay my heart bare.

It's funny

You say I have potential.

You say I'm a lovely girl

With all the right credentials

But do you really know me?

Are you more than just my homie?

More than just an empty smile

That doesn't even phone me?

You told me that you're in love with me,

and you ain't the only one.

I don't know what the f**k you see,

or why you're making fun

Of this freaky li'l outcast

The girl who always comes last

The one who's stuck there in the past...

Reviews

[wordman]

damn, the feeling of not being loved,feel like your last on his list.sometimes it`s just fear of the unknown

[Rebekah Smith]

An interesting take, thank you

[wordman]

my pleasure