Conflicted

Enslaved in a fitful dream

Searching unknown answers

Nothing less than realized knowledge

Will preserve my sane nature

Meaningless thoughts swirl loose

With ends that never mend

Rarely revealing their self to reason

For effect, I've grown conflicted

Unexplained happenings

Weird coincidences

Could deep dealings be the cause?

Or merely intuition?

Deaf to the uncertainties

Ignoring my unease

Looming threats and ridicule 

Restrict my constant queries

Could this be imagination

Drawing wrong conclusions?

Yet surrealism spurs reality

Dreams blend with waking hours

Frightened, I wait, dreading the day

Connections will be linked

When all my fears behold the truth

And my life will reach an end

Author's Note

I've been working through some realizations lately, and frankly, they're freaking me out. Hope you enjoy, I haven't written poetry in a while, so I feel a bit out of touch.
Thanks for reading!