I don’t know what’s real anymore
Or how to deal anymore, ’cause I can’t feel any force
I feel only remorse and that’s true
What is there left to do, when all has been ridiculed
With dreams turning to mush
There’s a fire burning for lust
And you’re not earning my trust
Enough is enough
I don’t even know who I am right now
I keep hearing it’s time for me to make a stand right now
But right now is when?
Right now is then
And then isn’t now
So tell me how I win?
In a society based off conformity
Constantly having to face off with authority
And face jail, oh well…
Life can be a living Hell
Promised so much more
But there’s only proof that I’ve failed
If I could grant one wish
It would be this
To rise from this dream undying
And dismiss
All pain from my mind
And lay pain behind
This dream out of line
This is mine
My wish
Everything seems faded
What’s real seems jaded
Seems that everything about me, I constantly hate it
Simply....
Insomnia tempts me
And negative hatred leaves me empty
But that’s me
And these are my dreams
Nothing in life is ever quite what it seems
In silence I scream
I’m caught in between
All this dirt and mud, and can’t ever stay clean
I can’t take it
My soul swears I’ll make it
But that day’s not here
And my fear is truly hatred
I’m naked
Stripped bare down to the bone
Where is my home?
Is this why I’m alone?
I’ve spent hours upon hours
Trying to release this sour
Taste in my mouth, but yet this taste is ours
From struggling and fumbling, trying to gain power
If I could grant one wish
It would be this
To rise from this dream undying
And dismiss
All pain from my mind
And lay pain behind
This dream out of line
This is mine
My wish
No one knows what it’s like
To be so wrong and so right…
At the very same time
To be so gone for a night
And can’t figure out why
To hold on for dear life
As pain always creeps behind
To lose sight of this dream?
I can’t, this dream of mine
But, we are all brothers
And we need to discover
Love in our lives and substitute no other
It makes me sick
To tolerate whining fits
You wanna know what I love?
This is it
Nothing could ever fill the empty hole in my soul
Or could turn dirt into gold like this dream that I hold
And nothing could ever make me feel so complete
It’s like my heartbeat
It’s what makes me unique
But I’m tired of these repercussions
Just read these thoughts and end of discussion
All of my ideas are for the plucking…
Maybe I’ll read them too, eh?
And end this discussion
If could grant one wish
It would be this
To rise from this dream undying
And dismiss
All pain from my mind
And lay pain behind
This dream out of line
This is mine...
My wish