Trust…
Confession time, so listen
I’m causing contradiction
Inside I’m feeling empty
A part of me is missin’
And I ain’t wishin’, I’m kissin’
An evil-ish rendition
‘Cause this person I’m presentin’
Just really ain’t fittin’
I’m reminiscent of empty tempting
Where my world changed and rearranged until eventually
I’m left with nothing but body, mind, and soul
“Let’s see how many fall when this picture unfolds”
Be as a friend
And bleed ’til the end
As because sex was needed again
Far from the cry for freedom from sin
Drown inside our hopeless dreaming again
Allegations arise
When you’re lost inside your mind
I pray to God forgiveness
To “Please not leave me behind”
If I could rewind time
I’d just leave it all vacant
And traveled crossroads in my life
Would now exist adjacent
For you, let this be taken
My conscience is forsaken
By an evil-ish presence of fornication
As I’m making notes
Trying to learn from my mistakes
These reoccurring nightmares
I can’t seem to get away
Be as a friend
And bleed ’til the end
As because sex was needed again
Far from the cry for freedom from sin
Drown inside our hopeless dreaming again
I can’t breathe
God, please…release my sorrows…
Take away my pain…
And God, grant me tomorrow…
A better day…
And if I can’t escape all these allegations
Then God, grant me the strength to deal with what I’ve created
Let me relate and tolerate…
All that I’ve made
So that I won’t let this drive me to an early fate
‘Cause even if I deserve it, I already feel worthless
Apologies from the heart, ain’t nobody perfect!
We all have skeletons hiding in our closets
Everyone has seen the line, and everyone has crossed it
Now real quick, pause it. Does it feel like you’re falling
Into a depression, or whatever you call it
And to this, we’re the same
Says the weird to the strange
We both hold it in, never revealing pain
Causing us to change
But not to leave us for dead
To be stronger at heart
Tears us apart instead
“Love had no connection”
To this statement I wed
I’d rather cleanse my soul
Believe in what I’ve said…
Be as a friend
And bleed ’til the end
As because sex was needed again
Far from the cry for freedom from sin
Drown inside our hopeless dreaming again
I can’t breathe…
I can’t breathe