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"One more page and then I'll go to sleep" , I thought as I eagerly tried to finish the book.

I can hear my step-mom calling my name from my father's room. I ignored her as usual. After what she did to me I'll never forgive her. She can rot in hell for all I care. She called me about 3 more times each time sounding worse than the last. It got to the point were I had no choice but to answer. Just the sound of her voice is enough to piss me off. 

"What", I tiredly said to her. 

"You need to go to bed honey it's already 11:42" 

I oh so desperately wanted to tell her to leave me alone but alas my father was home and he would just defend her again. I don't need people to defend me anymore that's all in the past. I'm stronger than I was back then so I wouldn't care anyway. Besides I would never want to make my pops mad or disappointed in me. That's why I try my best in school and try to stay out of trouble. My dad has been through so much in the past 8 years, the last thing he needs is a screw up son. 

Instead of the usual smart response I'd give to her I gave her a quick and simple ok but sure enough she found some way to make it seam like I was giving her attitude. She then of course complained to my father in witch his response was to listen to your "mother" and go to sleep. 

I swear she was only brought here on this earth to terrorize and destroy. In all honesty though ever since she got here my dad has been a lot happier, while my life has gotten worse. No matter I'd suffer for his happiness. 

I tried to go to sleep. I really did but the thought of going to school was enough to keep any normal child awake. I go to this basic public school with your stereotypical high school people. It's nothing but a prison full of delinquents and wannabe gang members. I would've went to school specifically for game design but "the thing "came into my life and took all of the money put aside for it. So that's one reason to why I hate her so much. In any case even If I didn't have any school tomorrow I still wouldn't have been able to sleep. I am currently reading this really good book called "Monster vs Hate " it follows a boy named Jack who's parents divorced and has a step-dad who is a monster and is going through hell like me. I like it because I can relate to it except for the part where his dad is alive, my mom is dead. She died in a car crash like most people do. My dad said that she was coming to get me from school and it happened. I'll never forgive myself for that. Never. 

I analyzed and studied the book so hard I didn't even notice my step-sister walk in. 

"You know I could be wrong but I could've sworn that mom and dad told you to go to bed".

"Oh yea, that's nice". 

"Hey don't take that sarcastic tone with me"

"Ok I won't goodbye now".

"You know I could easily tell mom and dad that your still up"

I'd wish she'd stop referring my father as her father. 

"Can you put the book down please I want to... I need to talk to you". 

"No"

"Please"

"No"

"Please"

"No" 

She grabbed the book out of my hand and held it behind her back. I simply held out my hand and waited for her to give it back.

"Why are you so cold towards me"?

"Why do you ask such stupid questions? "Now give me my book back".

"Please tell me"

I gave her a blank stare.

"Please"

"Ok you want to know"? "Fine"! "It's because you aren't my sister". "Your a lousy good for nothing piece of meat attached to me by a simple word"."My father may have accepted you and your pet into this home but I never will so give my book back and get out of my room". 

I extended my arm so she can give it back to me. She placed it on my hand and started to walk out. Before she left she said "you know we aren't the enemy here, so stop acting like it". "I don't act I put how I feel out in the open so if you don't like it oh well now get out".

She finally left. 

Great now I'm tired and don't feel like reading. I closed my eyes to fall asleep but unexpectedly I jumped out of my bed landing on my stomach instead. I crawled to my light switch and searched my room. I could've sworn...I know I heard someone say "help me"?