The Same Song

I'm in the darkness.
Away from happiness,
Away from sadness.
I'm in the dawn.
Walking around…
Thinking about a cloud…
My cloud of ignorance, 
my cloud of selfish pity, 
Decapitate, 
Destroy, dissolve me - city.
Please, stop me here!
I cannot exist.
The darkness's crawling in the mist; 
it smiles and it laughs
when happiness collapses...
Dissolve me!
Everything I thought is dead,
And death is here,
Standing behind my hollow face and fear.
Decapitate my guilt.
I'm on the other side of Devil's Guillotine of Beat.
Please, stop me here!
Die guilty Phantom,
Abandon me.
I'm cursing emptiness!
I'm cursing soberness!
I'm cursing death!
I'm cursing dullness!
Consume me, eat me
Chew and spit me out.
Because I hate you!
All of you! Your sound!
Your boredom! I hate your fate.
So, boorishness tear me apart.
Chew all my fat.
Swallow my thoughts.
I'm dull, I'm boring, I am dissolved.
And I still hate myself
More than anything else.
So, Play your song
Drum, Drum, Drum,
All night long.
The same Boorish Note.
The same song.