Goodbye

I�ll always remember...

 

I don’t want to upset you but I needed to talk to someone even if it’s just a computer screen. My grandfather died an hour ago and I don’t know what to do. I’m suppose to be the strong one to hold the family together, but how can I be strong when the only man I’ve ever loved and the only man that’s never hurt me is gone? I’m sorry this is probably so stupid for me to be writing but I can’t sleep, I can’t believe he’s gone. I promised him that I wouldn’t leave him though and I didn’t I never left. I told him I love him and that I’ll take care of grandma. I won’t be in school tomorrow I don’t know when ill go back. I know he is with God and I know my dad is taking care of him and I know one day ill see him again I just don’t understand. I’m gonna make him proud though. I’m gonna get my work published, I’m going to graduate and go to college and I’m going to dedicate my book to him. My first son will be named Robert after him. It’s snowing right now and I know why. The angels are crying for us they know he is a great man and that we are going to miss him. If you can read this grandpa I love you so much and I’ll never forget about you I’ll keep fighting no matter what and I promise to always believe and have faith…I love you.

 

Your granddaughter Voice

Reviews

[Kiara]

Im truly and deeply sorry for the loss of your grandpa so close and dear to you I know nothing i can say will heal your pain but I want you to know that this is an amazing tribute to him and Im sure he is tremendously proud of you while watching down from heaven -arabella God Bless.

[Aileen]

wow. i'm so sorry about your grandpa. i know what its like to loose some one that your so close to. i'm sorry, and sometimes the only way to be strong. is to be there for your family. but what ever you do dont boddle it up, thats the worst thing you can do. trust me i know. and never forget, your grandpa is always with you, he's in your hart and hes watching over you noe. protecting you.
if you need someone to talk to i'm here to lessen
your friend
Aileen

[Carole]

I am glad you share this with us, Voice. It is important to talk it out. I think it is also important that you don't "stuff your feelings" because you feel you need to be strong for everyone else. Talk to a trusted friend or a counselor, but get it out. When we stuff feelings, it ends up coming out in other ways and is not healthy. Allow yourself to grieve as long as you need to. It sounds like he was a wonderful man and really made an impact on you. What a wonderful tribute to your grandfather. :-) Please feel free to message me any time and thank you for the friend request. I am here if you need to talk. I've lost my grandmother, my mother, and my father, so I know the feeling and had to work through each of their deaths in my own way...

(((Hugs))), Carole

[Emily B]

oh, honey, I'm so sorry for your loss. He is smiling at you. Stay in school, dear, do the things you should to make him proud. And talk to that computer screen when you need to. . . the words are better out than in.

[poemprincess]

I am so sorry to hear about your grandpa. Nothing I can say will take away the pain of this horrible death. But you will see him one day and he will be waiting with open arms. You are a very talented writer and you will get published and your grandpa will look down and smile. I hope my words were at least a little bit of comfort. God Bless.

[Penny Dreadful]

awww i'm so sorry. stay strong.

xoxoxox

[~Mariposa Una Lila~]

this is a wonderful tribute to you grandpa, you say it was snowing and there were tears from the angels, that is so very special. I love yoy tons, and im so proud of what you wrote to you most beloved person.
You keep up your great work! I am sure granpa is smiling on you right now, he knows you have what it takes to make it! You can do anything you set your mind to. I am behind you ,i will help wipe your tears of sadness. x0x0x0x0 call on your friends like me...to hget you thru this difficut time! Butterfly Kisses x0x0x0x0x