Body.

All high expectations and quick assumptions and never enough time and too many late nights and hasty decisions and all regret and regret and regret.
All unspoken words and too many 'I'm sorry's' and never enough sleep and too many thoughts and bad morals and hopeless dreams and not ever okay never okay and all lust and lust and lust.
All broken promises and so many fake 'I love you's' and so many other places to be and people to be and too many people and never actually myself and I'll never actually be myself and a very heavy heart and not small enough and too many sounds and all light and light and light.